A mother's job is the lousiest job in the world but we have to EARN our RESPECT. It's not just for the eetsy beetsy money but for LOVE and for the sake of the FAMILY.(No Comments)

I have never felt like a chicken ready to be slaughtered. Sex is in the hormones. If it wasn't for my hormones working, I would have said no. Marriage is fun but there's an awesome price to receive.

POKEMON ASSASSINS......):

THIS TOPIC IS UNDER BROTHERHOOD =D <3

Pictures are like an Art Gallery, you gaze long enough you can create a story in your own mind. :)

Pictures that build up stories inside your minds eye once you gazed long enough. INSIDE AN ART GALLERY.):D

This is my FAVOURITE SNACK / COOKIES seaweed chips :)

I BUY EVERY MONTH. I FILLED UP MY COOKIE JAR! ALWAYS FULL. Repair and Maintenance. Cookie Jar - Seaweed Chips. :)D <3

If you come to my house, or my best friend comes to visit me, I will bring out my Cookie Jar full of Seaweed CHIPS and spend it on her! She is my friend. Courtesy to friendship and a piece of guest gift alignment. Maybe Coffee or Tea?????? Courtesy to Friendship. <3

"AM I STUPID????" I GAINED IN THE LONG RUN :) D LOL!

JOURNAL ENTRY DATED 9th AUGUST 2011 (Tuesday)

We Christians also suffer from our own sins and stupidities. When self-centredness and pride wreck a Christian marriage, the pain is caused by sin. When a Christian teen-ager drives off an ICY ROAD at ninety miles an hour, he burns to death from his own flaming folly. If we are NOT IMMUNE from the COMMON SUFFERING OF HUMANITY, we can certainly demand no special protection from the consequences of our asinine self-will. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE FIRE BURNS. Guardian Angels - yes; but asbestos robed saints - NO.

Again, Christians SUFFER BY WAY OF DISCIPLINE. If we accept God's discipline with HUMBLE, BELIEVING HEARTS, our lives grow PURER and our faith stronger. Count it all joy, my brethren, write James, when you MEET VARIOUS TRIALS, for you know that the TESTING of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that YOU MAY BE PERFECT AND COMPLETE, lacking in nothing..(Jas. 1:2-4)

To grasp the secret of disciplinary suffering is to experience a  TRANSFORMATION. Your bewilderment and dismay turn to joy. Strength makes resolute your enfeebled limbs and a song rises in your throat. FOR THE MOMENT ALL DISCIPLINE SEEMS PAINFUL, notes the writer to the Hebrews; later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been TRAINED by it.(Heb. 12:11)

MONEY ! MONEY! MONEY!!!!! ):D

Bare Necessities

The Bare Necessities are Love, Happiness, Believe in God, Confidence in yourself = Air, Water, Oxygen and Food for survival.....CLOTHES ! The men give you clothes to wear if you'll marry em! Once they proposed, ask for money - how much you put in my hands? How big is your house? How many children do you want? Do you have a "house"? Do you drive a car? Do you have a key to a house? Is your job occupation 'strong'? Are you living with your parents and siblings? Do you want your wife to work? Will I be a housewife? How much do you earn??? Can you afford to support a family? What is your credit limit? Will you have a share in the groceries? Who will do the marketing for the food? How much can you contribute to the household?These questions need answers....

My Boundaries are LIMITED ):

I was never given a large key. The Key to Freedom. My Boundaries are limited. I don't travel unless with my family. I don't drive unless with my mother. My mother sheltered me and keep me from harm. Today I went to trim my eyebrows. I trim my eyebrows every month. It is quite cheap. I don't do facial. I was given the privilege of SPA for ten long years. Now's the time to pick up the cross and please my old folks. I listened to orders.

Life is very boring and it is like confinement. That is why by the end of this year when the new shopping mall opens, I'm looking for a past time temporary job as a promoter to fulfill my mother's wishes and prophecy. I should be out working since I had been resting for about a year since I gave up my job!

I had spent this entire year getting to know myself. At least I know myself truly well by now and I have found a great radio station - RED FM! and also FLY FM! I listen to both. My mother listens to 988 FM. My life is full of the Box- juke box, a radio transistor! Writing helps me fulfill my deepest longing. The desire to confess. I seldom finds a good believer but my BLOG helps me fulfill my deepest desire ! Companianship.

I had loved the Lord. I had trusted Buddha. I had longevity. I had stardom. I had lust. I had kinship, I HAVE A FAMILY. I have two beautiful sons whom I cherished with all my heart, a darling mother-in-law who takes care of my children and my mother who cooks SO WELL! I just PRAISE the Lord Almighty!