I didn't get the job as a promoter. Mom says it's a degraded job and the working hours are too long. It's my FATE and my destiny. I have gone this far, it's no point turning back and going back thru the same roads. I am marching on ahead into old age. I have aeroplane on my hands,my thirst is quenched,my heart's desire fulfilled, I must accept the fact that I have schizophrenia.Nobody will ever accept that. It is no BIG SECRET. Even Einstein makes mistakes. That is how we learn.Thank you, Jesus.):

Jesus is LAUGHING while he is SUFFERING.......The Joy of the LORD is my STRENGTH! =D